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#MumisBest Guest Post – Jessie from The Spilt Milk

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 Welcome to another instalment of my new guest series #MumisBest!  #MumisBest is all about the ever-growing SAHM/working mum debate.  I really want this series to highlight that there’s no right or wrong way, but whatever works for you and you family.  If you’d like to take part do get in touch, I’d love to hear from you!  For now I will leave you in the hands of Jessie from The Spilt Milk!

Working is therapy you get paid for!

Today I am not embracing the chaos. I cannot embrace the frustration of my newly clean jeans covered in smooshed pear because the baby won’t sit still.  

I am not able to take the needed deep breath to stay calm with my toddler punching me in the back because I won’t let him eat his stolen sweets from the kitchen cupboard. 

Today I just want to be somewhere else and not be called mummy for a few precious moments. 

I have been a stay at home mum since I graduated uni when Noah was 18 months old. Now he is 3 and a half and Oswin is almost a year old. I have moments of feeling like the luckiest person to have no 3rd world worries and that I can enjoy my little ones being little without needing to leave them. 

In the last couple of months I have had more moments of feeling like: 

“Oh my God I just want to sleep for longer than an hour without a mini boobaholic attaching herself like a joey” and equally:  “will I ever leave the house alone again except for doing the food shopping?”

This week I did get the chance to leave the house and even stay out by myself! To do some temp work inputting questionnaire data on a computer. A few years ago I would have cried at the idea of brain numbing computer work but now, good lord it was like therapy. 

I got the chance to talk to grown ups, well 21 year olds, no-one was in competition about how much their toddler could do or what age the baby starting walking. I didn’t even hear one person say how much they love Sainsbury’s 25% sale for kids clothes! 

It was official I was out of my comfort zone and I loved it. I made one awkward comment of “it’s so nice to have my boobs to myself for the day”. I got at least 3 strange looks before I explained that I breastfeed… Then they looked at me like I was old. Boo

I worked for 6 hours, honestly the longest I have sat still since before both babies came along. It was heaven. I missed them like hell after a couple of hours but it was a good distance for us I think. 

Yesterday I took them both to the sea side and I felt more grateful for the time I have with them. We played on the beach and I cuddled them more than I think I do on a general day. 

I don’t think I could be away from them every day but I am looking forward to working again next week. It’s good to feel needed for a really dull reason rather than to literally keep another human alive. Sometimes it’s nice to just blend in and not be so important! 

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6 Comments

  • Pass the wine please August 7, 2017 at 7:39 am

    It’s definitely good to get out there and rediscover ‘work you’ – and have a few vomit free hours lol #blogstravaganza

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    • The Tale of Mummyhood August 7, 2017 at 12:37 pm

      Isn’t it just! xx

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  • Muffintopmummyblog August 7, 2017 at 9:32 am

    It’s hard to find the right balance isn’t it? I’m on maternity leave but will be going back to work part-time when she’s a year old, despite really not wanting to. However, I am looking forward to the things you’ve mentioned here about having time to yourself (who’d have ever thought work would be considered a break!? Haha) and adult conversations. I’m really hoping that like you, what I used to consider boring is now slightly more tolerable. Although I’m already plotting my escape for baby number 2 (which doesn’t exist yet, but keeps me going when I think of returning to work!) x

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    • The Tale of Mummyhood August 7, 2017 at 12:37 pm

      Thankyou xxx

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  • Jo - Pickle & Poppet August 7, 2017 at 8:06 pm

    It is difficult. I have days when I hate being at work and just want to be with my kids playing or cuddling on the sofa – other days I’m grateful to be at work for a hot coffee and to have a name other than Reuben’s/Jessica’s mummy.

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    • The Tale of Mummyhood August 7, 2017 at 9:36 pm

      Ah, I know what you mean xx

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